Unfair life

I am walking down the lane

which looks unfamiliar

dont know where it will lead me

to my goal or to the lions lair

i will have to take the risk

cause i dont have options left

i will have to tread this path

the path which is red

i am confused am i lost now

am i on the right track

my body is aching

n my bones seem to crack

i am tired of the apathy

only death can give me peace n sympathy

people have betrayed me

n now i am confusd

i lost trust in everyone including me

n now i am left all alone

under the shadow of a tree

i had detoured long back

n now i am at the lair

everyone who betrayed me reached their goals

n now life feels so unfair

A new begining

Walking through this ruins

i am back to the time when there was life

people walked through this land n tress grew around

now i see only destruction

nowhere any mortal signs

all i see is skulls n bones

which will be turned to coal

its time for a new begining

a world to be built from dust

i see only a faint light

is it the dawn or is it dusk

a world different from what it was before

a world without the hypocrites n d whores

a world full of hope

a new begining

i fear i am the only one left

i will have to put everything straight

its not going to be an easy task

but the world would be better than what it was

the world wasnt a place to live in

but i wasnt given an option

deep inside i always wanted to build a world

my own world

n its just the begining

a new begining

Bruised and Hurt

I am left bruised and hurt 

like a warrior after a war 

but in my case its my trust 

its broken now and it cant be mend 

i am left alone till the end 

i feel like a toy used till you lyk 

and when you are bored of me

just ditch me like you never wantd me 

it hurts to say that i loved you once 

like the roots loves its tree 

you made me promise that i wont leave you 

and promised the same 

i kept mine but you broke yours without shame 

sorry you say just for the sake 

it dosent affect me cause it matters no more 

my wounds have become numb and sore 

these wounds would take time to heal 

but i will have to uplift my will 

cause i have my whole life left to live

but i wont have anything to give

Friends to the rescue

People change with time

i havent changed much by myself

but people have changed me

so why do you blame me?

beer ciggrette booze

i never wanted these

but now my blood oozes

and i have no option left

drugs are my only friend

they never betray me

they always take me to the place i dreamt of

people stabbed me on my back

i am all blue n black

from my body my blood oozes

and my friends have come to heal me

beer ciggrette and booze

Destroyed by our own

Our country was hailed as the best place on earth

where we lived in peace n harmony

a civilization thousands of years old

where we used to have leaders on thrones of gold

times have changed much

the case isnt still the same

our leaders have thrones of gold

n black money which they take without a shame

we are young n intelligent

but still we are fools

cause our leaders

use us as their tool

tools of destruction n hatred

tools which are ready to kill our fellow beings

tools which makes the river red

tools of their trade

they insitigate us

n religion is the name

we follow them without a thought

which we musnt ought

regionalism, castism is what they preach

a lesson in humanity to them sumone ought to teach

they make brothers kill brothers

they make ppl beat others

the reason they give is illogical n fake

but still we follow their take

politician is their name

our new leaders

who have made killing mortals a game

we have to put our thought to process

cause we have to make this world a better place